i'm feelin so peaceful.

holiday was end,and i start my new class where i will trought with,abt this 1 year.

and by the way,liburan sekolah kemarin gue pergi ke Saudi arabia for umroh. and it was......AWESOME.

bukan nya gue mau belaga sok alim ato sok apalah,tapi seriusan liburan kali ini cukup berkesan. i goes to jedda on july8'11 at about...2pm and had a flight about 10 hours! dan yang gue lakukan di pesawat cuma nyantai... makan... dan, tidur. oiya,i goes to sa with my family. they're bokap,nyokap,abang,tante,sepupu,om,dan nenek. tapi ada yg double jadi kita semua bersepuluh. well,setelah meempuh 10 jam perjalanan yg mengantukkan,we're finally arrived at jedda! after took a bath,pray isya and blablabla.. for the first time,i goes to mecca and do my umroh. lo mau tau rasanya? :')

honestly umroh itu pegel bgt. tapi kalo kita udah niat dan ngelauin semuanya ikhlas,trust me,bukan nya ngerasa capek tp lo bakal semangat trs ngerasa tenang bgt. selesai umroh,rasanya legaaaaaaaaa lebih dari apa aja. asik abis. terharu. when you see a ka'bah,rasanya kyk "nyesss" serasa semua dosa2 dan perbuatan laknat lo muncul diatas kepala kyk kentut. no one can describe ka'bah and mecca, they're are the one and only. 3 days in mecca was amazing. kerjaan lo disana cuma bolak-balik mesjid ngaji sholat tidur makan jalan2 biasa tp rasanya nikmaaaaaaaaaat coi asli. sorry if i'm too much but,like seriously i felt that. 3 hari itu kurang. kurang. and the last daaaaaay...gue ke masjidil haram for do tawaf again dan alhamdulilah gue berhasil nyium ka'bah + hajar aswad. gila. woi. haaaaaaaaaaaaa. nangis. i prayed everything in front of the kabah and nothing can make me feel like that. i just feel like, this is the best place i ever been. where all of the moslem around the world goes to here,sit,going down,and cried.
more than amazing.
sooooo,done for mecca and goes to medina alias madinah. perjalanan makan waktu sekitar 7 jam dan gue yakin lo semua tau apa yg gue lakuin di bis dgn waktu se-lama itu. daaan,akhirnya kita pun sampe. by the way gue umroh rombongan,ikut rombongan sunda kelapa. oke,sampe dimadinah kita ke hotel and had some rest sampe bsk pagi dan balik ngelakuin ibadah. we goes to masjid nabawi and do raudhah. bagi lo yg gatau apa itu raudhah,sama kayak gue yg sebelumnya jg gatau,raudhah itu adalah ziarah ke makam nabi wich is Nabi Muhammad saw. kita sholat sunnah disana trs berdoa sebanyak-banyaknya. katanya ini salah satu tempat doa yg insyaallah,dijabah. the place is like...full of ornament of islam and rasul. lumayan gede. disana ada makam rasul,abu bakar dan siapa lagi gue lupa namanya yg pasti mereka sahabat nabi juga. after that it's free time! jalan-jalan. dan. ke mesjid. dan oya! gue ketemu dinda temen sd gue juga guru sd gue,gue ketemu guru sd gue for twice time dan dua kali jg gue ga negor. HE.
and finally done with medina,and now...jedda. ini bukan kota suci jadi kota yg peraturan nya gak terlalu lebay kyk mecca dan medina. jedda lebih ke kota yg lebih modern. disini gaada mesjid khusus,cuma ada mesjid terapung yg sebenernya ga terapung,cuma ada dipinggir laut. gue aja juga ga ngerti kenapa disebut nya mesjid terapung. oke. we were walk around the jedda ad found many departmen stores right there. pemandangan malemnya saik bgt buat photoshoot so,here we are! belanja dan foto2 dan gaklupa ibadah juga.

so..gak kerasa ternyata udah 10 hari aja and thats mean we must go back to jakarta. YAH. jakarta lagi. pulang lagi. sekolah lagi. tapi yaaaa.. gimana. pgn bgt balik ke mecca lg liat kabah lg nginep lg. but time wont waiting us so,kita balik ke jakarta gue lupa tanggal berapa yg pasti itu hari sabtu,pagi-pagi.


Yang pasti, ini liburan yg asik bgt. jangan lo pikir walopun disini kebanyakan ibadahnya tapi jadi gaasik. justru i can felt like so peaceful and comfort when i can being closer with God. 
alhamdulilah.

ALL TIME LOW LOL.

you should watched the new video of all time low,"i feel like dancin" u know,it's truly moodbooster HAHAHAHAHA.

so,siapa yg gatau atl. menurut gue lo pasti tau karena ini band eksis dan asik(?) ini video klip terbaru mereka and the tittle is "i feel like dancin'" dan ini super bikin ngakak bcs there's somethin can make you laugh abis2an asli. mesti buka mesti buka mesti buka. you can watch on youtube, bloggers.

kay,pertama liat nya aja konsep nya udh agak lucu dan pas lo liat gmn kocak nya mereka yg super macho dan gmn cute nya mereka pas jadi...katy perry. HAHAHAHA. my favourite part. i don't wanna tell you as detail,karna nanti jd gak surprise so just open this and you'll se!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MTJkE8Ki3Gg

HAHAHAHAHA ALEX!!! you're even more cute than i imaged. LOL BUT COOL.

the another Monday.

Today is monday and as usual... pas paginya gue males setengah mampus buat memulai hari dimana semua aktivitas sekolah les dan geng2nya mulai lagi. but that's my duty as a student. so i woke up and started the day. daaaaaaaaan,ternyata yg seharusnya gue ada les di pagi itu,guru gue ga dateng for no reason. bahagialah gue,waktunya buat berleha-leha banyak before i go to school. 

after all,di sekolah jg hari ini feel like different than another day. today's full of laugh! stupid things,freakin' jokes,semuanya bikin have fun dan ga kerasa tau2nya udh waktunya pulang aja. my friends make my monday more colorful. dan lo harus tau bahwa hari ini byk free time karna guru2 pada rapat mendadak for 2hours! bahahahahaha. that was really make us happy bcs we're free altough we have some tasks,but i don't even care. kelas rame dan bebas mau ngapain karna gaada guru yg ngawas_-_

yap,i can called it..

senin yg sedikit surga.

flashbacked for no reason.

Don't know what the officially meaning of this post. i just feel like,idk,i remember all about memmories i've done. the past like,come to my mind then stuck there. it's okay but still don't know what to do. let it be or... gatau yah gue kenapa jd ke flashback semuanya. i won't tell you abt what's on my mind,tp ini masa lalu. sebabnya gue jg gangerti kenapa suddenly semuanya kyk keinget. dan lucky me..yg keinget ya kenangan2 yg baik2 dan lucu2 ajah. honestly,kalo kebayang all the things what i've done in the past itu bener2 bikin kgn. kyknya pgn bgt balik ke sana trs ngerasain lg. but i must accept the fact that i can't and never can do that. i'm just trying to enjoy this and let it be.

btw i just saw my old posts in this blog dan itu super alay. HAHAHAHA. im gonna delete it karna bahasanya gajelas dan bener2 gapenting jg gapantes ada di blog ini. btw..read my old post is little bit annoying but sweetest momment. semua nya kyk keputer ulang dan kebayang semanya di kepala gue pas baca postingan gue yg dulu2. dari mulai jaman sd lah,perpisahan,pembagian ijasah,nem,even stupid things yg super gapenting yg gue post. super memalukan.
and..yes i just don't notice that all the momment has been erased by the time. yes,i can remember that but i never can repeat that. memories.

photos. april'11.

HELLO. banyak fotofoto baru nih. gakada ide buat judul so,without tittlle,here we are...

all of this photos are captured and edited by me. leave a commet please,thankyou! xoxo.

greetings.

WHOOOOPS! its looooong time no post here. heyy i'm kinda miss blogger,bhaha. sebenernya thats no reason why gue udah lama gak ngepost disini. alesan paling tulus dari dalem hati adalah males&mager...... maybe im just too busy to enjoy the real world,lol but serious.
well,let me tell you about many stories here. i started this 2 months earlier with a lot of activities. there's school ofcourse. there's no too many tasks but you know,i must try to be more focus in terms of schoolwork. they're little bit makin' me crazier. ok.

Anyway,today is the first day of national exam for my seniors (9 graders). yaaa,i hope and wish the best for them. Goodluck kakak2 kelas ku,do the best. semoga lulus with the best score! amen. and well,because of this national exam i'm off of school for 1week. wooohoooo! i spend my holiday with my family and friends. altought thats just hang out or even just stay at home for dvd marathon...for me,not going to school is heaven. 
and yeah.. makasih ya kakak2 kls 9 karena kalian semua membuat kami semua libur seminggu lebih. BAHAHA ;P

okay. enough for this post then i'll post for my new photos. toodles!

time-memories.

time run so fast. i just realize that about 4 months i will go up grade to the 8 grade. ya,its still 4 months away but,all go so fast. and i really feel that. the days i passed so fast,as everything was smoothly and perfectly. eventought i have many problems in this life,but all seemed to have become memories that so long to happen. i can't even control the time that run so fast. over time,it all just be memories. memories of happiness,and sadness. such wonderfull memories. 

so,memories.
do u ever realize that memories r something extraordinary? i do. i realize that memories is something extraordinary. something that make our mind back to the past,remember all what happened in the past,where we were much different from now. laughter,tears,everything,only with the memories we can remember about that. because we never can return the time,back to the past.
that's why i think that memories is truly extraordinary.

so,this is life. time still run and we must follow it if we won't to fall. because time will never follow and waiting for us.

+13 :-)

13 tahun. my gurls,my family,they're make me feel like im the real birthday girl. im sooo happy. thank-you-so-much!

semalem,gue,keluarga,sm temen2 gue makanmakan di bandar djakarta ancol bcs u know what the day mean for me. seru banget. semuanya kumpul. pagi-pagi, jam 12 ternyata banyak yg ngucapin selamat ulang taun. gaknyangka,gue kira pada gak inget O_O im so happy. terus,sekitar jam 5an (sore) gue jalan ke bandar djakarta. and we have dinner at about 7pm. semua temen-temen gue dateng except putri,dila,audi:-( mereka ada acara,but its okay. temen2 smp sm sd gue gabung dan itu seru. keluarga juga pada dateng semua. thats the moment that i never forget. selesai makan,kita naik perahu keliling laut. actually i still can bedain sebenernya itu laut atau danau,but btw we're in ancol,so gue bilang itu laut. lanjut,sebelum naik kapal kita makan dan potong kue dan nyanyi blablabla. and u know...as usual,fotofoto (xixixi) i get maaaaany pictures. you can see on my facebook if u want. here, Dina Nauli

bukan cuma temen-temen,tp semua keluarga gue juga dateng. i really love them. mereka nyiapin acara semalem buat ualngtaun gue. uuh,big thanks for all! 

well,semalem itu acara yang seru dan succsessfully makin' me happy. i absoulotly will always remember all the happens at that night. THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH! smooch! kisskisshughug!

5 things what i want in this 13 old:

1. i just wanna be a better

2. better

3. better

4. better

5. and better person

sebenernya banyak hal yang gue mau di umur gue sekarang. but i just wanna get happyness and be a better person. so,happy birthday me:-)

i just need a miracle.

before the day that im waiting for. but,it's seems like all plans don't fit what i want. oh god,please make it smoothness. i'm beging you god,pls give me ease. i just want to be happy. try to be happy.
i still hope that all the plans will go smoothly and perfectly. eventhought i know nothing can be perfect. just best. im nervous,really nervous. i just....afraid that all the plans will mess. oh God,i hate this feeling. nonsense.
all into one tonight you know. suddenly,one by one the plans was failed. i don't want all the plans will failed. i just wish all the proceed smoothly. according that i want.  so thats only you can help me, God. 


please,give me a chance.
give me a miracle.

idk.

still about my sadness. and my pain was still on. but now i feel better. i can control myself and my emotions. even thought is not 100% yet. i think,thats no the point in my tears just bcs this shit problem. but,not all my problems solved. burned in my heart is still there and will always be there i think. i can't forget him. thats a hard thing for me to remove him from my mind. but i relize that i must forget him. i must......
even thought i know that i never can.


at least,i feel much better now. last night i shared all my problem to one my beloved friend. that make me feel better now. but only 65% i think. maybe keep all this in my deepest heart is the best way. lock him in my heart and make it for my memories. but.....
i do that i would notice him quietly.
oops.

:'-(

i never felt this all before. felt a deep pain. being the sickest girl in this world. jealously in my heart hasn't stop. i am sick of being sick like this. i nvr tought all would be like this. i could only cry and keep this all in my deeply heart. i couldn't tell anyone about this. i couldn't. but,i wouldn't to be able for this all. it's sick to see all the processes running. i can't handle it. i can't handle me. i can't handle my heart. no one never know what i feel now,random. i feel like no one cares about me. i feel like i just living alone in this shit world. i just can see the problems that suddenly pensive myself. fuckin problem that shouldn't be my problem. ever.

i kept searching the begining of the problem. the begining of my pain,of my shit sick. honestly,im tired of this all. i feel like being in the situation where i was alone. no one cares. face it,no one cares. i feel like im in a complicated situation. all the problems come to me and locked me in the box who named "problems box" wtf.


this problem can't stop haunting me. u know,its like a ghost come to my bed everynight. maybe this is just a joke for you,but this is a atom boomb for me u know. being like this is bad. im tired. im sick.sick for feel the same feelings. 
and this is the peak. i feel how sick i am on the problem. problem that never finish. always come and go. thinking about problem that never finish. yes, him. and her. their. ah stopx_x

i feel like the foolish person in the world. im random. repeat one song named "sakit" for 13 times. even writing this all. but if you're me,you will feel this shit pain. sick.
accept the reality is the hardest thing in this world. maybe you couldn't agree with the reality. but you can't change it. this is the fact,you are you she is her,and he is him. thats why sometimes i hate the fact. nothing can do.

i can't do anything right now. just one. yes, one, crying.

photography -january2011-

the begining of two thousand and eleven. this is it.

nb: this is true captured and edited by me. @dinanauli

"hello" for 2011.

time run fast,now im in mid-January 2011. leaving 2010 with all memories there. welcome 2011 with joy and smile.

im looking for more hapinness in this year. especially in January,wich the mont of my birthday. i want to fix everything. change everything. try to find the starting point of the renewal im lookin for. i want to be a better in every way,trying to be pantiet with problems,can control my emotions,and especially,heart. i just want live well.

well,with the intention im sure i'll get what i want. so just wish me luck:-)

well,i want to get more anttention. not for nothing but,something that can make me smile,a place for all i share. yes, someone exactlly. i need someone. but,thats only a small part of what i want in this year. and whatever will happen next,i will try to grateful and accept what it is. and also don't forget to always try and of course,pray.

waiting for the day "29" of this month in this year. yeah,u know what the day mean of me. i can't wait. but i still dont know what the plan for that. i dont want even more. just smiles from my family and friends are the most beautiful gift for me. and i'll reply them by my smile btwB-) and thats my biggest sign and gratitiude for them. because they-are-my-everything.

and the last, hello 2011.